Friday, November 7, 2008
Birthday..
Sawing others birthday had someone celebrate for her or him, suddenly inside me will be very jealous. Not to said I small gas, but that was reminded me of this year birthday! 18th birthday was a sad case. Not only hatta being apart from family and friends came to this stranger place knowing no one and hatta spend my birthday alone without celebration. Luckily still had birthday wishes from my old friends. I got a two hours call from ye heng to wish me. But I was very touched of it. Even thought was just a call, that had comfort my homesick and loneliness.
I was planned to go home that weekend, but due to the short weekend and no one to accompany, I was forced to stay over here. That time, I knew very few people and they weren’t that close to celebrate for me. Sometimes, I did thought that was it a wrong timing to birthday on June?
Why do I still talk about something that had pass? I told my mum about it and I get scolded that she didn’t even celebrated when she was small. I also hoped that I can let it go, what was passed was passed and anticipating for next year wonderful birthday. But I just can’t let it off, always will thought of my 18 birthday, once in my life time just passed quietly without any celebration, present and friends beside me. :’( unfair!
May be you will think that why am I so pessimistic? Where had the optimistic me gone? I also wondering. Help me to find back the happy and always joke around girl back! I miss that ME!!!
♥ the world will turn WILD.
9:31 AM
