Wednesday, November 5, 2008

Exam exam, what is the main purpose of examination? Torturing us? Stressing us?

From small test to important examination. From examination in school, test to getting a driving license to interview to get a job… Different kind of exam is to let us know how cruel and competitive this society is. Believe or not this had become part of growing, becoming our childhood.

I had just passed my so called final… I studied like hell. Dreaming also about I haven finish memorizing biology. I studied until 3 or 4 in the morning… I also can’t imagine how crazy am I. Ended up, I fall sick on the day before exam. I took panadol to reduce my fever, consequently I become blur blur when answering my math exam. Everything I studied by burning midnight oil, all my hard work was wasted. Originally knew how to answer but headache made me wrote different and self-invented way of solution. (So take it as an advice, must let yourself have enough rest and don’t exceed your limit)

But there was something more crazy decision I had made. I went to my friend’s house on our revision week.. Unbelievable what is going wrong with me? Usually people will study hard in hostel and not going anywhere. Maybe I just wanna run away from the stress-causing-building.

I still dunno was it a good or wrong decision I had made. There was a good over there was I had nice food to eat and I hatta sleep earlier. The bad was would got influenced by the movies. Haha..

My friend who I went to her house, her name is called pui sin but I called her as Tong Tian, because we both born on the same day… What a coincident, ended up we became close friend! But she had a brilliant brain, for her, bio was just a piece of cake, she can memorize all the facts and terms very fast and managed to built up story to help me memorizing all the 11 chapters which were gonna kill me if without her. Thank a lot tong tian!

Sometime I did think that do I qualified to come here. Most of the Chinese are very smart here. Not like last time, happy go lucky. The changes had made me nearly can’t breath. Everyone had to complete with each other to get a place in local university. Only those who get good result can survive. I know is sad to hear it.

Compared to spm, I really study very hard for it. Telling myself must get all A’s in this exam in order to study medicine in UM. But after all, I am hesitating do really can become a doctor? There is much thing to study and lots more of terms need to memorize. My friend told me that nothing is impossible because impossible spelled as I M POSSIBLE! I really wanna become a doctor to volunteer myself in those emergencies or help up in the natural disaster cases. I even hoped to join SOS, a Singapore mobile medical centre. The main problem is my memory power is so limited. Ways to increase memory power? HELP!

♥ the world will turn WILD.
6:06 PM