Wednesday, November 12, 2008
Something happened, the meeting had make me so unsatisfied and dissapointed. Suddenly I felt so down and unable to concentrate on my study. I just took my phone and wanna text you a message and told you how I felt. The message was typed but unable to send to you. I was stunned and wondering should I press the send button.
In the end I make up my mind and cancelled the message. Since when there was a big gap between us that I was no longer can text you message just like we had been for the pass few years. You had push me far away, even thought you didn’t say it but I can feel that you were avoiding me.
You had make me get used to your existent. Last time, at late night when everyone had slept, when I can’t fall asleep or I felt sleepy but hatta keep myself awake to study, you were always there for me. But now, you were pushing me away, do you know how sad am i? From a sweet message become a short and stranger message. And later on you never even bother to text me. Last time the ‘you’ will always make me happy when I am down, follow my wills just to see a smile on my face.
What had make you changed? Where was the ‘YOU’ had gone? Is time really can changed someone? Why do you so cruel and treated me coldly? Just because of that incident? I just hoped that we can back to the friendship we had. Our friendship is just that weak? Or had you forgotten the sweet memories we had?
Sorry for hurting you so terrible. But that time really wasn’t a right timing. If there is another chances maybe the answer is yes. What I can say now is only sorry, realli sorry! You dunno know that I felt hurt too after that incident- first time after rejecting someone. SORRY
♥ the world will turn WILD.
3:23 AM
