I had so long din blogging ady, always wanna write but time was so hard to manage. Now was so sleepy but still hatta search for lecturers note. I was so tired and thinking of giving up, go back home and hide under parents’ protection. Everything hatta be independent, no more spoon-feed. University life never as easy or enjoying as what others said, it’s all depend on our hard work, either you pass or fail. Competition among everyone, and you are not allow to slow down your steps, if not you will be leave out. It was so tiring, now really hope there is an angel appears in front of me and help me settle all the mess and I may have a good night sleep. Every morning, before the alarm rang, I would wake up myself a few times, scared that I missed the bus and late to class. I was so tension and stress even though is not exam yet.
The campus is so huge and every day I sure get lost in somewhere of the campus. Seemed to be a good exercise but my legs gonna broken. And my plan was always upside down. It never goes according to my plans. We never plan to fail but fail to plan. That is so not true. I was so frustrated with those messes. Help!
The hostel was another sad case. The room was so small and crowded. I hatta sleep in the double-decker, what a terrible experience. And the under it, it was so hot, every night I sweated, never have a good sleep. Mosquito was another problem but luckily my dad had helped me to put on the 蚊帐.. nevertheless, I still decided to stay in the hostel and din tell my parents that we are allowed to move out, due to the traffic jam problem and I wanna join lots of activities in the college so I can make my university life unforgettable and gain great experiences.
This was the second week of university life, so far so not good. I found out I like cant caught up with the lecturer. They were so fast, and proceeded at the speed of what they like and dun care about others business. My pet bro told me that I’ll slowly adapt with it. I felt so hopeless and helpless. No one close to guide me, lead me to the right path. Ever since I din get my favorite course, I just follow the path that my dad decided for me which will lead me to a bright future. But in between is all about my lonely adventure… Just hope that God will always by my side, giving me strength to proceed and make sure I get good result in every semester and dun get extended. I can have my master in shortest time. Amithaba!
15 July 2009 1:13am