Monday, July 6, 2009
Fourth day coming back from matric, still haven get used to the usual life over here, the home spend most of all my time, but I seemed dun really like this place. Last night I can’t fall asleep, kept awake from nightmare… Was I dun like or cant used to? This place where I grown up, I get my parents love, but how can it replaced by the matric’s hostel? Nope, the feelingless hostel is never able to replace my home sweet home just over here I can’t get the peacefulness and freedom over there.
After coming back, there wasn’t any day of peaceful, non-stop quarrel and everyday trapped at home… none of my friends contacted me, just like this whole year was a dream. After woke up nothing left, everything was just back to normal. Had I been slept for 10 months... maybe, what happened over there was too much to be real—I won first place for the running, I became the model, I was famous and well known but how come not even a single person contacted me, I tried to reach them but they seemed no interest in messaging with me… it must be a dream…. Now is time to wake up and forget about it.
In front of everyone, I was jealous by many people, have many friends and mixed well with everyone, always that happy smile on the face but who would find out the emptiness and no one to chat to when facing problems… no one would ever realise that, I was always alone…
♥ the world will turn WILD.
11:20 PM
