Monday, July 6, 2009
I really hesitate I having insomnia, every night couldn’t fall asleep, tossing and turning round the bed trying to find a suitable posture, and took one or two hours to fall asleep. It was so suffering, seeing other had sleeping soundly, and the brain just dun wanna have a rest. All the problem flying in the mind, felt so irritating without having the solution.
Since young I also face the problem of fall asleep easily. Every night I would count sheep while others are dreaming of sheep. This problem became worst as I grew older, only when I really exhausted only miracle happened but that were very rare cases. Even I was physically tired, eyelids were so heavily but my mind still very actively. I really felt the mind became so wildly and out of control, like it no longer mine. Mine no longer following my instruction, my most reliable part had betrayed me!
In the morning, it dun wanna wake up, naughtily never had enough sleep; in the afternoon or evening the sleepy mood had came; as the night fall, sudden freshness appear, just like telling me the night was still young, enjoy! But I was suffering, the lights were out, there was nothing I can do, then the mind would started to run freely with its creative imagination. Till slowly (which took me hours) only willing to take me to the dreamland.
20 Jun., 09 4:28pm
♥ the world will turn WILD.
11:31 PM
